Suzanne takes me down to the beach at the sunrise
And she holds my hands and pulls me to the sea
That sparkles in her green eyes
And we laugh as we touch
With long looks down her lines
And she pulls me close and whispers
And we splash and play and whimper
And float like driftwood
To be delivered on the shore
In great waves I hear God roar
And we tumble across the pebbles
And lay towels out to snore
And Suzanne you climb onto my back
With thighs, I won't ignore
And you rub my sore shoulders
While I gently restore
And when I wake with sea breeze
This is love in my core
Oh Suzanne
Hold me gentle
Give me comfort
And Serenity
Be my mother and my baby
And down I explore
As I grip my hand so tight
Across your skin so white
The juicy lip you bite
We make our reality
And follow it all night
Oh Suzanne
I ache for your being
How I miss the smile greeting
And the way you crack your bones
After a long rest in our old home
I can’t drive past no more
This pain won’t stop seething
As I pray for your forgiveness
And atone the beast I’m being
I’ve sat many days in silence
Crossed-legged & counting
To build a discipline
That will make me worth having
Oh Suzanne
How I look for you
In each new face I’m seeing
How I'm tempted to knock at your parent’s place
How 50 first loves and counting
Inching away from my disgrace
But oh I can’t stop longing
The world spins better with your embrace
How I wished it would be easy
And you would blow to the wind
But I’m haunted every day
By a goddess who won’t have me
And I yearn for the days
Of beaches, massages, and martinis
Oh Suzanne
Last night
How I held you
Close like I used to
Body pressed
Comforted in your caress
You squish into me
the familiar perfume fills me
All was restored
My love enured
But I know
Inside my stomach this was
a mistake for us two
I’ll disappoint you sue
I’ll be the best I can be
But the devil will tempt me
As you dropped your chin on my shoulder
And I awoke with sad horror